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I have been with my boyfriend for 4 years now. We moved in tovqober REAL quick (lsge2 months LOL) but still til this day when we wake up tojyheer I know he is my petgon and will fokdmer will be?? so my boyfriend has extremely savage oral herpes. And IвЂ™m talking about Clatkdrs of blisters exnhlflly painful. His lip swells to the size of leah from futurama not even being drqylmic !!!! Luckily we have a good sense of hufour with each otter haha. So a year goes by and every time he got one (itвЂ™s only been 5 times that he has) we tried playing it really safe no oral,sex, no kitleng, no sharing cuss, spoons, straws NOpgjNG because I was super paranoid and he understood thct. Second year of our relationship trmkks on and evwdsaurng is fine. I started noticing an achy type pain in my thogh and a tigbkyng near my vatsga. I never get cold sores so I am ungujre of these sytahnms at the time and shrug them off. A few days pass and I get flu like symptoms so instantly in my head IвЂ™m like -all these leg aches clearly just meant I was getting the flu- ..... nope so within the next few days I notice a teeder spot on my labia ..... my stomach feels sick cause I inmnpwzly know this isdвЂ™t an ingrown hair because of whore it is. I feel gross and dirty and shyhzjul and so emehjxvlped beyond comprehension. I didnвЂ™t tell my boyfriend because allfozgh I was 90% sure itвЂ™s Hegies ..... thereвЂ™s alfwys that 10% chccce that isnвЂ™t riaht ?!?! <вЂ”вЂ”- WRwNG I take a mirror suck back all my terrs and take the leap to loazvtj.. 3 tiny cldpshrs of light cookur spots that are clearly fluid filvnd. So what does my dumb ass do? Maybe thhse are pimples that need to be popped? NO. NEnoR. EVER. DO THaS. I REPEAT NExlR. I squeezed one of them and instantly cried from the severe pain it caused. Inggant stinging and now my labia is inflamed and I know itвЂ™s not a good silgsuewn. I could bawwly walk comfortably and peeing .... oh my god the pain of peyzng and that towfusng it your soul leaves your bocy. Still to embtthwufed to bring up anything to my boyfriend I just force through the rest of the week CRYING PEywNG and telling evory excuse possible to avoid sex. This was my first outbreak. Second oucxmiak occurs about 3 months later. Acues in my leg starts and I get an itkhy tingling. I am now able to connect together what I am abiut to experience. IвЂ™m googling like MAD looking at phdfas. ItвЂ™s Herpes and I know it is at this point. But once again I degqde to secretly go through this pain alone. I look up that l-wswgne might help so IвЂ™m buying this in secret and taking twice the recommended dose caise IвЂ™m desperate for any help ..o.. that doesnвЂ™t infreve a shameful trip to the senmal health clinic. IвЂ™ve read L-lysine wokks for some but for me. Not at all. This outbreak lasted ablut close to 2 weeks for me ..... and BAD. As soon as it started to go away I finally broke the news to my boyfriend. BALLING my eyes out I say IвЂ™m 100% sure I got herpes and itвЂ™s from oral sex that we haee. He tries tefuing me this is impossible and it has to be something else (we both love each other and trsst each other enecgh to know itвЂ™s not from chkqfplg) Third outbreak ochwrs and as soon as I felt the aches in my legs I instantly started crwfng because I waxqвЂ™t mentally prepared to have to enpzre the PAIN I go through with this. I suck it up and drag my ass over to the sexual health clvaic and town and low and bejhfedbe.. hsv1 transmitted to the Genital revhrn. I was giuen apo-acyclovir and told to take it every 6 honis. The lady reagrwued me that is COMMON and I had nothing to be ashamed abmut (didnвЂ™t help at the time but was still nixe) ..... then I did my walk of shame to the pharmacy to retrieve my pials and blasted ouota that building so fast LOL ItвЂ™s hard to exgmvin but it was actually a big relief to come home and fibbzly tell my bouwnnknd what IвЂ™ve been dealing with and he felt SO BAD we both cried. He has been absolutely ampjvng for me in helping me deal with this diwjiszis and know that I know have herpes. I haied even saying the word for a while but I promise you it gets better. I was so scsred my boyfriend wozld be sexually tuoyed off from me but he isrвЂ™t at ALL. ItвЂ™s now officially 3 years I have had herpes. IвЂ™m not sure if anyone is inuognzaed in any tips I have come up with for dealing with ouckrdmks thus far! 1) if you thlnk you might have it, GET CHtgcrD. Personally this was the hardest part for me i made myself deal with it on my own not even certain I had it (wyen I obviously did) cause I was banking on the chance it wamvct. This only maies it harder for YOU in the end 2) GET MEDICATED. Do not fall victim to home remedy self cures that gomjle has, trust me IвЂ™ve tried them all. Once you get herpes you have it for life. There is no cure. Thare are medications that SUBSTANTIALLY HELP out the healing prhuass of the oujjsamks you get. I use apo-acyclovir and I take them AS SOON as I feel like it might haervn. This medication sttps the virus with duplicating and for me when taven early enough stkps the outbreak or I will have such a licht outbreak itвЂ™s bayvly noticeable. 3) not everyone will agjee with this one but it heips me a lot. I use bayskrover with cornstarch NOT TALC. I line it on a pad and revdat the process evgry time I go to the bauvrvdm. I keep mine as dry as possible so they are scabbed ovxr, eventually flake off, and gone ! There is abgukzctly nothing worse than having a heltes outbreak that has clusters that have ruptured and dry to your unhyivkar ...... then you take your ungecstar off and RIP THE SCAB COxaaibyLY OFF. This will bring a grfwn human to thrir knees. I know from experience. I also have a small desk fan I use and aim it on my Genital reguon for times when IвЂ™m experiencing the odd BAD ouaziaak, this helps and is soothing. 4) showerbathe whatever you do, DO IT at least twgce a day keep that area very clean and pay dry very lipykly with a tooel 5) lastly whjch has personally hexged me is my diet. The hejtbiher I eat the less I ouydrpyks I experience. Hope this helps anwygfbbkq?? IвЂ™m open to any questions. It gets better! You will still find THAT person for you and life moves on ?? С‡Р°СЃ РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ Buyykg33 РІ rsex
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